First Love

My head gets dizzy
The thoughts foggy
Like a stained glass window
It's hard to see but it's still so pretty
The picture I've found, well I like it
It isn't what I thought of
But it's more than what I wanted
The feelings that I get
The butterflies I have
Well that's how I know
That this love is something to feel
And deep inside I know
That what we have, it might be for real
The feelings I carry they make me sick
Love sick, happy, giddy, and strong
They make a different person
One I rather like
You see, this is all new to me
The stumbling and searching for words
The rush my stomach feels
When you're hand reaches for mine
And my skin gets those little bumps
My heart skips and my breathe quickens
It's scary at first
I didn't know how to feel
But now I think it's kinda fun to be in love

I Only Wish

i only wish
to stay in this moment
wait just awhile
remember this day
wash every tear i had away
hold to this feeling
leave nothing behind
pray for more time
get lost in your eyes
keep all the butterflies
share every memory
but a wish is only a wish

Change

Once I laughed, loved, and played
Yes, I laughed
At the dandelions tickling beneath my toes
And at the faces I saw each day
At funny jokes, and simple days
I could laugh until the sun came down
Oh yes, I laughed

Once I laughed, loved, and played
Yes, I loved
The air I breathed and every little thing
Birds humming sweet melodies
And people who meant something to me
I could love just about anything
Oh yes, I loved

Once I laughed, loved and played
Yes, I played
Through the bushes, the trees, and shrubs
With friends who loved me so dear
I ran through life so quickly, I did
I could play all day if you let me
Oh yes, I played

Once I laughed, loved and played
And then my life changed