You'll Never Know

I am tired, exhausted from the pain
And I complain about the cold inside me
As I lay my head across my empty bed
I'm thinking about all the time that I've lost
With what I thought might be love
You'll never know what it felt like to me
To hold your hand or kiss your cheek
And that flutter that I got when I wore your coat
It's too much for me but I don't forget
You'll never know what it felt like to me
To be in the safe embrace that was your arms
You'll never know that for me it was real
And that sometimes I still get chills
But I know and I remember yet
All the feelings I had on those nights
The ones we spent by each others side
But the whole time you were telling me lies
And I thought you loved me
But you were lying to me then too
So you'll never know what it felt like to me
Because you never did care